Trust? — Liz.
In my last entry I brought up the fact that our dreams are doorways into the truth of our realities with other phenomena, whether it is the ET’s or the shadow government. I touched on ways we can verify we are not losing our minds by having actual physical proof. But the biggest question of all is, “whom can we trust in all of this?â€
When I was brought into this world I was already thrown into a mess. I had parents that were no longer together, but don’t take me wrong it was for the good.
My mom… she was into saving her family, which I don’t blame her. Her choice in my dad might not have been the best, but circumstances at the time opened a door that wasn’t what it appeared to be. And yeah, she jumped right in.
And my dad…his goals in life were different, so he followed another direction. This would give him access to many unknown secrets, which would give him power to control. Anyone who meets him loves him, but that is all part of his training. There is a side that isn’t so gentle and loving. It is empty and dark. Believe me I haven’t been the only one who has experienced it.
My siblings…I have many on both sides of my parents. Interestingly enough those who were born of my mom don’t have much to do with any phenomena. However on my dad’s side the kids are all diagnosed with bi-polar and have memories of horrendous experiences. They all fight against what they know, each taking their horrors out with either legal or illegal drugs. They are running away from a monster.
My friends…over the years I have had few of them. I have found out it is hard to have friendships when you are seeing weird and unknown things. They are scared of what they don’t know and what I do know. And if you have a friend who has had similar experiences if your not careful you might be in a battle of whits. And if you don’t watch it they may turn on you, because there is a high probability the same shadowy characters are manipulating them too. And I don’t mean ET’s.
But there are those few, true friends, who do not judge or use you for their gain. They are the true and tried who help you through the late night memories that sometimes can leave you with a pit in your stomach. You can trust that they are there to listen and give advice when they can. It is an honor to have them as your friend, because they are there for you.
The ET’s…I don’t ever remember an actual horrible memory of them. I know I have had experiences that were not to my liking, but then again I go to a doctor or a dentist and I don’t have good experiences there either. So my question is are they really that bad or is it my perception? Hell if they are going to do good for me then I would stand up and say yes, just like the doctor who gives you a shot to help you with a disease that you are dealing with. You are not going to slug them in the face for giving you that shot, you are going to say thank you.
The Shadows…these are the ones that play the most havoc in my life. Since my dad is part of this group I have seen many forms of manipulation directed at siblings and myself. All of our lives have been extremely hard due to his antics…
…But like the fish in the sea…he dangles that worm above me waiting for me to bite. If I do he yanks trying to hold me on the line, but each time I break free he throws another worm, in time. It is a waiting game for him and he has all the time in the world. Well, between you and me I think I have had my fill of worms. I want to live life to its fullest and not have to worry about what is over my shoulder.
So how do I know this to be true? You will have to wait another day, because the answers have spanned a lifetime.