It was made apparent that many alien/MILAB abductees are unable to accept the reality of what is happening in their lives for many reasons. Many open minded or close minded abductees have turned to alcohol and/or eventually to hard drug usage for the fact of numbing and forgetting the negative experiences with such an unusual universal being (extraterrestrials) who have invaded their normal lives, thus living the horrific experiences that are caused by what these unusual beings may negatively be doing to these particular human’s bodies or their psychic. If the abductee finds he/she has no human parent, friends or spouse to share this information with or if he/she does have someone to share information with but is told this information has to be kept very secret and don’t you ever speak of it again attitude, the negative experiences eventually begins to eat away at one’s soul for the greatest fear of being labeled insane or crazy. The harsh humiliations by other humans become so unbearable. Where does trust and faith come in?

Some abductees have lived this “secret life” since childhood perhaps telling their story then to an unbelieving parent. Perhaps this child grows up finding themselves being used as a “lab rat” of sorts by the many different extraterrestrials. Suppose you are a young adult who just experienced his/her “awakening” and the memories are nothing more than negative memories of medical experiments being done to them while lying on a table and cannot move. Young women seeing babies come from their bodies, unusual looking babies. Men having sperm removed either by machine or by hybrid women who come in to have sex with the human male. Male and female alike, who are experiencing the roughness of a lizard or snake looking Reptoids performing harsh things on you? Seeing humans in tanks that hold a solution and you are able to breathe within this filled tank. Talk about experiencing holograms. I’ve heard other horrific stories such as humans kept in cages in a location that is zoo like. See humans or human body parts being cooked. Okay take these few examples and knowing you are the abductee who is having these “real life dream experiences and did nothing more than keep them inside of your consciencous mind since early childhood or at any time during this person’s life for fear of harsh public humiliation.

Apparently hundreds of humans are living the actuality of being labeled as “insane or crazy”. They are not allowed ever to speak of something so unusual happening to them, and yes they know in its truth that they are experiencing a different life making them feel so very different from other humans. Some feel perhaps they are not human at all.

Scenario: Discovering who their true and only friend is to help numb, forget. The alcohol bottle, after a while the alcohol does not take care of the hallucinations they are experiencing, so take a trip into perhaps marijuana as well, so their body gets used to the affect of this substance, travel on “let’s try crack” maybe that will help…..for awhile….then comes Meth…Oh yes, Meth. What a true friend they have found now to get by each day, not just destroying their brain but as well as their physical body. These particular humans live out in an unknown space every day in a vastness of nothing, and not having to deal with their own God given life and the experience given to them that not every human can experience. Hey, wait a minute!! What about the insane, crazy, harsh humiliation that many suffer from supremacist groups, or people who think they are better than you are and “its fun” to make fun of you situation. Wow!! Where did the self esteem go??

How easy it is for an abductee to turn to hard drugs, perhaps it is better than suicide?? One side kick though….these abductees begin to live in a most horrible terrific hallucination every day or every minute of the day that they choose to use these drugs to numb themselves out of reality.

Sorry to say, I just recently have met many of these poor souls that have chosen this route. Some have been able to realize somehow to come back to reality through finding correct help because they chose life over evil. Life has been hard for these courageous people but they have succeeded in taking charge of their lives. Many other humans who have chosen this cowardly life style to forget the reality of true experiences coming from universal entities are living their life in hell as they experience far more hellacious experiences that are not in reality. Seemingly, there is just no help for them now as their brain that beholds their life is no more……..

There is no particular city or town throughout the United States or Europe where this situation continually happens.
Before you yourself turn to hard drugs to forget, hang on a little bit more as help is on your way to guide you as you are not alone with this reality of alien/Milab abductions. Yes, we know that all extraterrestrials are not benevolent. This is the reason I’m here, together we can find you the correct help…YOU ARE NOT ALONE and you do not have to live this “Secret life” that you have been living for how long through the use of hard drugs.
Contact me through this website. I challenge you to!

My View – Lights over Phoenix March 1997 – Mini- Invasion

For about a 2 week period in March 97 — it was a strange world for most of southern Arizona.
I was walking out to my car to go to work about 7:00am on a sunny bright day in Tucson and there in the northern sky were at least 7 or so white balls of something moving rapidly east to west. Then several evenings/nights around March 13th the big wave hit the Phoenix area. Lights, huge craft,even strange little beings were reported. The City got crazed and thousand witnessed the event.
Symington the Governor of Arizona at the time, on the 10 year anniversary of the event admitted he saw the Huge Craft and said I quote “the craft I saw was enormous, it just felt other-worldly.” At the time the Governor put on a mock news conference about the capture of the Alien who caused all the roar. One of Symington adviser dressed up like a large Grey, it was a lot of fun. But inside he knew different.
In Casa Grande AZ. located between Tucson and Phoenix there was a daylight sighting by several reliable individuals who saw this huge ship the size of several football fields slowly move across the sky, they described it as awesome and very scary at the same time.
And of course there were plenty videos of the event. Some of the objects did truly look like flares lighting up and burning out is a sort of formation, even though the Military denied any aircraft or flares in the area. There were other videos which were quite amazing, orbs of light moving from the ground to the sky and back. Large craft with no lights blocking out the sky –stars/moon etc.
Conclusion : The flare lights were – military disinformation to cover the main event- something the military can’t control but knew it was there. It was a wonderful two week period I will never forget – lots of light ,action and crazy fun. The Mini-Invasion worked.


See above “The Lights” – Flares anyone ?

Linda Moulton Howe – Brazil- 2002 Incident "Abduction" #1

Over the next few weeks I will present Linda Moulton Howe in an interesting incident she researched in Brazil. And I will throw in a few of my own comments as I view the video , related to my research on similar abduction interviews.

Part 1 . There is a violent flash, he ( Urandia Oliveira) heats up and floats up thru the ceiling, he feels stretched as he passes thru the ceiling’ but no pain. He leaves burn marks on the ceiling and the bedding. I feel as Linda felt this maybe a known first,(the burn marks left behind).

Enjoy another interesting journey, in the world of HIGH STRANGENESS.


Thanks also to You Tube

Bill's message-Our Survival, as a Species, as a World-"depends on Us"

On 06/20/07 we finished a 10 week journey with William Cooper. I had read his material before, but it was very different watching him say it on the video. It was more believable or something. I never met the man in-person in my 35+ years of UFOing. I do have friends that have met him and all seemed to like this slightly crazed man. They say he felt humble, wise and a little cocky. I have read hundreds of books and interviewed thousands of people related to UFOs, abductions,
and other paranormal stuff. I can confirm some of Bill’s information from other independent sources. Being in the business as long as I have, everything Bill has said is very possible, and we should always keep our guard up in this infinite universe.
I don’t know what happened in Arizona on that fateful day, when Bill battled it out with the authorities and was killed. Was this connected to his past speaking out or just Bill being paranoid and drawing attention on a completely different matter, only the “One World Gov’t” knows for sure.
In any case, here is a man who spoke from his heart with great fearless passion. He has stirred minds and a few souls with his candid talk.
History will someday judge him as a Super-Hero or just another madman lying for a buck.
I am putting my money on the Super-hero.

One last para-phased thought from William Cooper- “The Power of knowledge, can keep us from our own slaughter, “us” the Nation of Sheep” MWiz.

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Bill Cooper and Crusher – wonderful Dog.


The plane landed in Spokane, WA. at 6:20 P.M., on June 7, 2007. Ms. Joy French from Coeur d’Alene the coordinator of the UFO meeting to be held in Coeur d’ Alene on June 9th, met me at the airport. I was to be the main speaker at this UFO meeting which the itinerary and purpose was to get the message to the United States Government who needs to acknowledge and release their knowledge of this phenomenon as it is the “right” of the peoples to know the truth of the involvement in regard to the U.S. Government’s involvement. Also, to share my knowledge of alien/MILAB abduction experiences.

After enjoying a lovely dinner with Joy we arrived at her condominium in Coeur d’ Alene to a continued flood of telephone calls.

Ms. French had worked hard organizing this meeting in the previous months. She had been interviewed by the Coeur d’Alene newspaper in regard to her unusual UFO experience and was also interviewed by a local radio station. Using these two mediums and using flyers posted all over town. What she set out to do was accomplished and basically her hard labors paid off. The newspaper kept up with following articles even on the day of the “meeting”.

Arriving late that evening to her condominium she had already stated that her telephone had not stopped ringing since the first interviews. Yes, she had her telephone number in the newspaper articles, and gave out her phone number over the radio. That night I was continually contacted by phone by various people throughout Idaho looking for answers for themselves in regard to Alien Abductions. I spoke with a lady who works in the mental heath field wanting direction on “how to help” two serious cases involving two patients who are alien abductees and seemingly because they felt they could not talk to anyone over the years their results ended with mental health issues. From that night on via telephone calls, I was told over again many times of alien abductees being severely “labeled” as “crazy” or being “insane” and some of the abductees who in fact did try to speak out evidently paid a negative consequence. The humiliation was unbearable for these people.

Friday morning Joy and I walked the Boardwalk located in the area of the huge lake as she continued telling and informing me of the phone calls, and people she met on the streets (per se) that just would walk up to her and began to relate to Joy their stories of abductions or of “sightings” that they had experienced in Coeur d’Alene. The stories were quite overwhelming as is the question I began to ponder is Coeur d’Alene a hot spot for sightings and abductions? Later that morning stopping in at the Coeur d’Alene Newspaper Company, we then continued our walk through the main street of Coeur d’Alene. Joy stopped in on the many businesses’ she previously dealt with as she volunteered on many city wide projects. Once again meeting many people, I stood, hearing their own stories. I was given so many “thank you’s” for listening to them and for understanding, and to have someone finally who understood. The many gratitude’s, and graciousness was a continued offering from these peoples towards me. Yes I also experienced the “negative” close minded couple who verbally ridiculed us. This is their problem for not being opened minded to this phenomenon and to their further learning. At a party Friday evening the people in attendance were respectful and interested in this phenomenon.

Saturday morning was no different as the constant phone calls kept coming in. I had already been informed with the knowledge which had been confirmed by many that Coeur d’Alene was a prejudice city and that the state of Idaho is as well. Many alien abductees spoke in detail of their lives living with this phenomenon and living in a city or state where the majority of peoples are “close minded” not only to this phenomenon but other “biased” facts as well. Thus story after story I was hearing how these alien abductees where dealing with the “unaccepted” alien experiences which they could not deal with because they were considered “insane” and just being an “out cast”. The majority of voices spoke of how they dealt with their issues. Drugs, heavy drug usage. Methadone, Crack etc. seemingly is the main source of comfort. If not drugs, then a visit to the local psychiatrist and put onto “legal” drugs to deal with the diagnosis of bi-polar or some other mental health disorder.

I did not expect a crowd of people at the “meeting” which was held at the Coeur d’ Alene Inn. Because of the stories I had heard, my negative thinking kicked in and said “Gloria” there just may be ten people that show up. Fine, I said, if so, if I can at least reach one person with what I have to share with my talk and through using my CD then that’s what it will be. At 6:45 P.M. while setting up the projector I looked out towards the hall and noticed this long line of people, seemingly the unending line of people filled the room to capacity as the men who were helping to set up the room brought in many extra chairs. People sat in chairs against the walls, while people stood where they could stand against the walls as well. People were also standing in the hall as there was no more room inside the lecture hall. Before 7:00 P.M. I took my usual walk amongst the crowd to meet and pick up further stories, and “feel out” the people’s reception. The news of this particular meeting went as far as Montana, Tacoma, WA. and throughout Idaho. We have the local Newspaper to thank for this as they did their job well in alerting other interested Newspaper publishing companies to this “meeting”.

I was not the only one who was in shock! The response was GREAT!! I began my talk and showing my CD pictures until after 10:00 P.M. I did open the floor for questions and sharing, which there were many. This I felt is like opening of Pandora’s Box!! Some people could not deal with the confirmation that I was giving to them in regard to their own alien/MILAB experiences, during break time some people got up and left or stayed out in the hall, because they could not deal with what they were hearing to confirm their own experiences.

I stayed an extra week in Maple Valley Washington, and during that week I noticed through my e-mail many responses coming from the crowd in attendance of that night’s meeting. I failed to check my home phone until arriving back home. I intend to contact the many alien abductees that called me at home and the e-mails I received for help. Yes, people of Idaho, I do understand because I have lived through what you have lived through, but the difference is I had many people here in Albuquerque who accepted and supported me from my “Awakening”. The help and love did not stop there as it did expand into reaching the known investigators in this phenomenon and further expanding to other alien/MILAB abductees throughout the United States and into Europe.

Many people expressed to me the reason why they had to get up and leave the lecture hall. Many people in attendance who apparently are alien abductees are looking for help with their own alien abduction experiences. To have reached out in this manner to many human alien abductees who have been denied their own truth of what they have been living through, with this phenomenon and because of living in such a prejudice city or state. We are not leaving you alone now because Joy and new found friends are working on developing monthly meetings and I hope to give guidance in this area. Coeur d’Alene and the state of Idaho, take heed and listen. Open your minds in regard to this phenomenon! This is just a start for you the alien/MILAB abductees so work with Ms. Joy French and her helpers. These three people need your support so that they can support and help you!! My Blessings and Peace of Light be with all of the alien/MILAB abductees of Idaho, Montana, and Washington!


Beautiful Lake Coeur d’ Alene


Hello everyone,

My name is Evan Cecil and I am working for Indigo Films on a television show for Women’s Entertainment channel (WE). This show is focusing on the Abduction stories of 6 different women. Specifically women that have explored their experiences with Hypnosis.

The show is being produced without any counter point, there will be no debunking; simply story telling of these women’s experiences.

We are looking for women that are open to participating as well as Hypnotists that may have patients that are Experiencers.

Please get in touch with me for more information on the project.

Thanks You,


Evan Cecil
Associate Producer

155 North Redwood Drive, Suite 250
San Rafael, CA 94903
415-444-1713 Direct Line
415-444-1720 Fax

#Disinformation# — IT Runs the World.

It is everywhere, in the Media, in Big Business, from our Government, in our religious and academic institutions.
It is there preying on Truth. The main reason why I developed this site was to find and preserve the great Cosmic truths. I figure for each truth there is a dozen lies, to cover that one truth. But why do humans enjoy disinformation? Is it an easier road to follow? Is truth about life is too hard to understand? Disinformation gives us the vehicle to justify hell on earth. It gives us the ability to change history. To Hell with truth, its too hard to swallow. Disinformation can be molded into great feeling lies. Disinformation has killed millions and millions over the ages.
Gregg Bishop wrote a wonderful book about disinformation it is about a scientist and our government and how they destroyed this man with disinformation,(Project Beta). Paul Bennewitz was looking for the truth, he trusted our government to help him find this truth, he was open and straight forward, but they were not. They killed him with crap (disinformation). They lead him on a smoke and mirrors campaign.You know, if Paul’s truth is true the whole world will end because of disinformation (read the book).

In the Movie “A Few Good Men” 1990 Tom Cruise and Jack Nicholson
Goes like this – Kaffee: “I want the truth.” reply Colonel: ” You can’t handle the truth”.

Can we handle the truth? We have no choice or we will become extinct?
To find the truth is a purpose of life

Below — The House of Disinformation

The House of Disinformation

Cooper- Part -9 JFK and Big Secret , plus water to the Moon.

Brother Bill, more excitement Drugs, Aliens and JFK. An SS guy named Greer according to Cooper killed Kennedy as he rode near the famous Book Depository. JFK the “Outsider” was ready to spill the beans or Aliens whichever. Alternate “3” – a whole story in itself. The Bilderburgers, the Bilderburgers, and on and on. Ending with plants and water to the Moon. You heard of Area 51 check out Area S4.

More Excitement – enjoy MWiz
Thanks to you-tube