The Golen Calf to Powder to eat creating physic energy/ ability. Connect oneself to the Universal grid and enjoy it all. BREAD OF LIFE THE MONOATOMIC Gold. Focus loving self to the coming changes. Cosmic Techs – The Maya. Feel the Divine Spark with-in us.
The vibratory rate of the Universe is increasing– holy spirit , Mana , dew , eats or just “what is it” as the ancients would say. Amazing wave of energy coming over the planet — 2012 . Pineal gland ( Philosopher Stone) – the power maker – stimulate it and it all opens up- DMT for a tune-up.Are we being dumbed down by drugs ? 2012 super increase of sunspots means — super quakes? The substance will fall — the white powder — Mono-atomic Gold- “The Eats”.
A wise and frugal government, which shall leave men free to regulate their own pursuits of industry and improvement, and shall not take from the mouth of labor the bread it has earned – this is the sum of good government.
What are these technologies? A profound observation the ability to create fields which can change human moods and emotions. Hoagland – book these techs are on the moon. manipulate the mind – control the mind.\\
Go Enki -( good Guy) per Whitley.
Human challenges Enki and his guys .Did human wings need to be clipped . The power structure was threatened and the human experiment went well , maybe too well. Is man a prisoner on this planet. Is man’s mind been blinded it can’t see is happening around it. Is the real science and history being suppressed. Miss-direction is what it is all about. Is there something more in the middle of all this Middle East stuff outside of the oil and terrorism — that the West is interested in.
In my book “Wolf and White Eagle Indian Tales.”
Thousands of years ago, many giants walked the earth.
Many were seen all over the world at that time.
Grandmother-Little Woman-would say story’s passed down from her people,
that the black planet had came close to the earth –
thousands years ago and gas that filled the air killed all big animals and the giant people.
As time passed they became extinct .
A family of three were left in the valley close to the Sangre De Cristo Mountains, in Colorado.
The father, mother and son survived for a while.
They were very sad, every where they went they seen no one.
Let’s travel to the South they said to each other.
The air was getting harder to breathe.
As they got to the small town of Tres Piedas, New Mexico.
They laid down to rest and never got up.
They turned into three rocks.
Grandmother said: the three rocks are the last family of giants.
Called in Spanish- Tres Piedas.
So now days you see where many rock giants are sleeping or standing.
in my book photo below the story is of two Giants frozen in time, as Rock Mountains on the Chama Trail in New Mexico….
Over the past several weeks I have been uncertain of what to write about. My days seem to run from one to the next, without any resolve to my questions to, â€œWhy all of this is happening and what does it mean?â€
Individually I believe all those who have had the opportunity to experience have found themselves wondering what it is about too. Some will follow one path and others another. There is no single direction that one will go because we each come from different outlooks on life. So how do we individually go on day-to-day knowing the things we do?
Initially I began to question reality, specifically my religion. Then I went from there to questioning my family and wanted to lay blame on them for what was occurring. How could they! How dare they! Then I gave up and didnâ€™t know what to do or what to believe. What was my purpose here on Earth?
So what could I do or not do to resolve my lingering questions? Then I met a fellow experiencer, and after a year of communicating I realized I was in a box of questions that had no real answers. It seemed as though I was making this up as I went. I began to learn that there is so much more complexity to this pondering question that even those who are in the know would not have all the answers themselves. They would like to think they do, but even they have to admit there is more going on than they have technology for; whether it was from Extarrestrial or Time Jumping, it didnâ€™t matter they were and are lost too.
So what have I learned? I have learned that life is okay when you learn to not allow the things we donâ€™t understand to take full command of who we are. It is okay to wonder and experience, but it should not be the ultimate resolve in life. We need to see the beauty around us and experience the things this holographic life provides to us.
By living life out of fear I made myself more afraid of the things that would be presented to me, whether Extarrestrial or by those who are part of the club of knowledge, call them what you want. This group is good at trying to destroy and they would use my knowledge and experience to bring me down, shut me up, and keep me fighting myself within that box of reality. And you know truthfully I had an event over a month ago that did that exact thing. Do to that moment in time I now have disassociated myself with them and will not play their mindless games of fear anymore. It is not worth the energy. So for now I will spend my time writing, when I feel I have something to write about, and I will enjoy all the things that I can manifest in my reality. I hope that all who read this can do the same for themselves.
So how can one live life? For me it is easy; keep breathing in life, do not allow the questions of the situation overtake you, just see it for what it is, go on, and follow your dreams. For isnâ€™t that what this reality is? A dream manifested. So what do I want to dream? For me it is love and light! For the rest of my family, it is up to them. I donâ€™t choose their paths, they do and so do you.
hello well I ended in the hospital yesterday (03/05/09) after my heart Doctor check up…. not getting enough oxygen in my brain and heart… I go back in the 11 of March, head aches getting worse. I will be put on oxygen to help me out, well folks those of you that know me I exercise a lot, but I feel so tired all the time. I’m very active keep me in prayer, only a miracle will help me pass this time, but I have been living on miracles me and the heart Doctor talked about my two death experience and how they brought me back to life, how it makes a person nervous, and how the Spirit carry’s your body after that…because it was gods will you had to die but medical ways bring you back to life. I’m tired only lord knows. but I will keep going no matter what. until the day. all of you have played a role in my life and brought great happiness to me, all I can say I lived my dreams kept my promises and I have been human and spiritual..I have shared what little I have and gave all the love I was send here to share, I have done a few Cancer fund raisers to help out a little, I seen the joy on those faces I helped. there’s plans in the near future to do one more to help me with bills, first time- I will ask for help, but I’m not the type to have asked for much in my life and only god knows its been a rough road from the beginning to my end. Grandfather use to have a saying, we all are born with a ( hard ships) if not in the beginning then it will come in the end.) we never leave this world without it.. its the first time any Doctor cried for me, I have shared my gifts of my Apache ways…with him -and told him there’s more to life then we see, and its so beautiful! with you all- I have had that special moment god gave us. was it your sharing, your music, your books, your smile, laughter, a dinner, a gift, a hug, a prayer, you all treated me right that moment. many of you are very well known, once my Apache Grandmother told me Little Butterfly –Polomita you have so many dreams for a little poor Indian girl- how will you shine as a star with the well known, I use to say because God has promised me a star in the heaven sky. I came to make a difference.and I knew with my gift I could create… thought form,,,, I will be in and out of hospital and get more Doctor care. my heart Dr knows I have the right to die will, but he said he will try his best to help me around a little bit longer.. just letting you know my health has taken a dive down. but you know Iam happy and loved and I have some great Angels looking after me. This past year I lost many well loved friends and they didn’t even let me know they were sick, I promised my self that I would be different because I had to say thank you…. love you all pray for me. more as my health approves or ends. I will be in Dulce, NM UFO event with Norio and others, and I will be selling my books, art and jewelry and other donated items. check it out March 28-29 09
One Step beyond our imagination. How beautiful how our minds create and except the unknown.
Grandfather use to say; when you see something unknown and you speak about it, there is always those who try to say its not true until it happens to them, this world is full of mysteries. When you except it opens doors to the unknown.
It was Feb-1962- 2 months after Grandfather expired, I had been outside chopping wood, and bringing wood in for our fireplace . I was so exhausted, I joined my grandmother, Mother,and Aunt Frances in the kitchen for a cup of coffee, then I went into the front room to lay on the sofa and rest a bit. I seemed to fall into a deep sleep. It was the most vivid experience, and I can recall it all in enormous detail. There is no way it was a dream. Call it whatever, but I felt I was lifted into this cloud formation with such a force, Suddenly I was in a huge room, but outside was a white cloud. There was no windows- I saw my grandfather Antonio enters the room and greeted me with happiness- We talked a lot about everything at home. He wore a white robe and he glowed, he looked younger and complete in good health.
“He said; my Patricia ” I have bad news for you.
Two of my daughters are very ill and will join me soon. They will die a week apart in March (of 1962.)
Please let them know I’m here for them. he gave me other messages, I felt myself moving down from the sky. until I was back on the sofa. I woke up and walked into the kitchen and Mom asked me if I was ok? I was very pale they said. Did you see a ghost? I sat down and told them, Grandpa just came to visit me. And he had a message for you all. He has came back for two of his daughters . Mom said; I hope its me- I been so sick, Aunt Frances said; he can go to hell, I’m not ready to go. Grandmother made the remark it was just a dream- don’t worry. A week later in March of 1962- My Aunt Frances got very ill and we took her to Alamosa, Colorado hospital. The day they released her, we went to the hospital to get her, I went into her room and she was sound asleep. but she wasn’t asleep she was dead. it was March-12-1962.
Aunt Helen became very ill same month and was taken to Denver Colorado hospital. The day she was released she also died asleep, it was march-23-1962. Aunt Helen never knew her sister Frances had died.
They say death spirits take three, December 29-1962 grandfather expired- and in March 1962 both Aunts expired. Remember chances are you will never know your death time, but you can drop by one step beyond if you dare. In this particular story it may have been because there was a strong bond between grandfather
and grand- daughter where communication was entirely positive, comforting, and reassuring….
One of the most profound
mysteries confronting any human being is the possibility of surviving after death.The existence of a very different dimension to the world we already inhabit.
One step beyond! Antonio, my Spanish grandfather who was from Spain, was an extraordinary man, no adult in my life had so great and influence over my imaginations like he did.
Living in his world was beautiful to me, he was a great believer- we did not live alone -God had created all over the universe. If this was not true why do we speak of Heaven.
It was December 1961 when my grandfather passed from this world we know of and we have created.
That winter was one of the worst- coldest-snow fall over six feet in the San Luis Valley, Colorado I had ever known.The ground was frozen and digging my grandfathers grave was a job.
Three weeks after he died, he kept his promise to me, if there is another life and world, he told me. I will come back and visit you! I was very close to my grandparents, the Spanish and Apache life to me was heaven. Understanding the culture and ways of life, was a gift, we never lost our ways.
Quest of the unknown.
Grandfather Antonio believed the closer you are to God and spirituality, the veil open’s up to you. And the door to other worlds- open up- to good or bad and communication.
Surrounding my grandfather death, I was with him till the last breath he gave. I was so heart broken, I cried and the man next to him, told me lets pray. We prayed the Rosary, since we are Catholic.His face was disfigured from a kick of a horse when he was in his 30’s. He use to tame wild horses for a living. So his right side was disfigured and he couldn’t close his eye. The moment he died as he spoke my name Patricia! his face returned back to normal before my eyes. I knew his life in this body was over. Or was it?
Many Hispanics and Mexicans believe The Spirit roams for 40 days and nights on earth…Three weeks later. My family left back to Cheyenne, Wyoming for two weeks. My cousin Maria stayed with me so I won’t be alone. Maria was very superstitious, I think she was scared of her shadow. I loved to tell ghost stories and she would ask me not to say anything. One night the Snow blizzard outside was real bad- we already had over six feet of snow. And it was about 30 below zero. The fire from our fireplace was so beautiful as it seemed to dance when the wind would blow hard against our farm home. Maria lived in our Adobe house south from our main home. I don’t remember if there was a full moon- but it was very clear outside that night. Our Collie dog Pedro> dog. Grandpa’s dog howled like a wolf every night since grandpa died. Grieving for his master. Would not eat, Grandmother said: the dog would die cause it broke his spirit when he died. That night he barked normal like real happy and half scared. So I looked out the window to see who or what was out there. I noticed a bright light ascending down from the sky. From the South of our farm toward Maria’s home then I noticed a Dark shadow of a man passing the fence, like it wasn’t there. Walking toward her house but on the dirt trail one block away. As it moved closer toward the main house. Maria!– I called out her name– come here quickly there’s someone walking toward our home. She got real scared! and started to pray, its evil she said; its not normal. I had the shot gun next to the door and knew how to shoot a gun. The man walked slowly looking around as he moved on the path way, toward the main house. Pedro-Dog kept barking- yet -sounded happy and scared- so we knew who ever it was the dog knew him. as the man got closer the dog went into his tepee dog house and whined like a cry , didn’t hear the dog no more. We had the outside light on so we could see a tall man, He wore a cowboy hat, as he got closer, I Hollered at Maria! its grandpa! he’s not dead!…. I told Maria- he promised me he would come back. He walked clear to the wood steps outside and went to the door, and tried to open it. He is coming in I told Maria! In God’s name No she hollered! I went for the door and grabbed the shot gun, and opened the door. There was no one there just foot prints on the snow all the way to the door. Pedro-Dog died that night. ( having a gun- can be dangerously.)
I knew there was another world after that, and some stay on earth as ghosts, others as human as me and you -are. life is beautiful when some of us have the power beyond means to come and go with no more pain or suffering — Life has taught me so many things, and I accept and don’t question what is One step beyond,
Angels come in every different forms. until next time part three The Ghost and life of Antonio My grandfather who lives in two worlds. enjoy and remember our loved ones never leave us, if you believe.