From the Rabbit Hole — D. Camillo


I was getting all packed up to go to my folks and saw an image of a rabbit on the kitchen floor, I thought this was very auspicious since it is the Chinese New Year which is the year of the Golden Rabbit, so I went to grab my camera and came back and the rabbit was gone, then this- which to me looks like a cat, was on the wall, this is same kitchen wall that had the other apparition on January 7!

Abundant Blessings,
Diane

Man of Fitness and Dr.Mercola comments

Jack LaLanne passed away last month at the age of 96, and his devotion to health, nutrition and physical fitness will be truly missed. As he once said, “People don’t die of old age, they die of neglect” — and he certainly lived up to this statement. Even in his 90s, he easily looked decades younger.

A Powerful Role Model and Champion for Fitness

Many people do not know that LaLanne described himself as a sugar- and junk-food addict as a child, and he reportedly was very violent, attacking his brother with an axe and even setting his parent’s house on fire. He then attended a lecture given by nutritionist Paul Bragg, and was inspired to change his diet and lifestyle, which he later blamed for his violent behavior.

LaLanne was an inspiration in many walks of life. Trained as a chiropractor and credited with opening one of the first health clubs in the United States, he also created the leg-extension machine and many other pieces of fitness equipment that are widely known today.

He was clearly a man ahead of his time.

Throughout his years he performed a series of fitness stunts, like completing more than 1,000 push-ups in just over 20 minutes, hosted a successful fitness television program, spoke widely about the benefits of raw fruits and vegetables and later began speaking to students, sharing his pearls of wisdom about how to live healthy.

No doubt about it, Jack LaLanne was a powerful role model to many, and it’s important that his inspirational message will continue to be heard.

Do You Want to Reap Some of the Benefits That Jack LaLanne Spoke Of?

Jack worked tirelessly to help others transform their lives for better health — a mission that is very close to my own. He was also a major testimony to how exercise and optimal nutrition can help you stay young well into old age If you take nothing else away from this article, let it be the notion that it’s never too late to make changes for the better when it comes to your health. And this is ESPECIALLY true for your diet and exercise habits.

As Jack said, “Exercise is King, nutrition is Queen, put them together and you’ve got a kingdom.”

Now, when Jack started out healthy eating and exercise were still relatively new concepts on the health radar. In the year 2011, it’s no longer breaking news that a healthy diet and exercise can make you feel better and lower your risk for countless chronic diseases.

Yet, despite having this knowledge, most Americans are STILL not following the advice.

A study by the American Diabetes Association revealed that Americans’ greatest fear is actually developing a chronic illness. This was more feared than going into debt, getting a divorce or losing a job — yet 67 percent of those polled also acknowledged that they followed a poor diet and 83 percent recognized being overweight or obese, both of which can directly lead to chronic disease.

Only about 26 percent of U.S. adults are eating three or more servings of vegetables a day, which means the majority are eating hardly any. And research shows that most people are not exercising even at minimum recommend levels. What this says is that the knowledge is basically there, but it has not yet permeated deep enough to prompt change in a lot of people. Unfortunately, many wait until they’re sick to start cleaning up their lifestyle, and for some this may be too little too late.

Diet and Exercise Together Really is Key

Eating healthy is extremely important. I can’t say enough about it in terms of its ability to support your optimal health on just about every level, and I encourage virtually everyone to eat according to your nutritional type to ensure your body is getting the right fuel it needs.

But even people with the healthiest diets in the world still need to exercise to reach the highest levels of health, and this is one area where Jack also focused. There’s an overwhelming amount of evidence confirming that physical exercise is the key for disease reduction, optimal mental, emotional and physical health, and longevity.

After reviewing 40 papers published between 2006 and 2010, researchers found that exercise reduces the risk of about two dozen health conditions, ranging from cancer and heart disease to type 2 diabetes, stroke, dementia and depression.

Exercise also slows down the rate of aging itself, providing perhaps the closest example of a real life fountain of youth as we will ever find.

This is in part due to exercise’s effects on telomeres. Telomeres are strands of DNA at the ends of your chromosomes that protect them from damage. The progressive and gradual erosion of telomeres leads to aging on a cellular level — think of them as a kind of biological clock.

As telomeres shorten more, cell death occurs. These cell deaths are associated with serious disease and premature aging.

The leading anti-aging research is on how to prevent telomere shortening and develop therapies to lengthen telomeres, as many experts believe that lengthening telomeres could actually turn the biological clock backward. Well, exercise has been associated with preventing telomere shortening, so it is clearly a very powerful anti-aging strategy.

Two of My TOP Wellness Strategies are the Same as Jack LaLanne’s

This site contains hundreds of thousands of pages of valuable information to help you along your health journey, and it’s available for free at your fingertips by using the search engine feature above. Here you’ll find information of all sorts to increase your health, ranging from vitamin D and emotional wellness to reducing EMFs and other environmental toxins.

However, if there were just TWO pieces of advice I could offer — the two that would give you perhaps the most bang for your buck — it would be this: eat healthy and exercise (these will also help support my third piece of advice … stay happy!).

If you want to have even a fraction of the energy and lust for life that Jack LaLanne had even in his 90s, learn the concepts in my:

Nutrition Plan: This program comes from decades of experience in which I have researched extensively, conferred with my professional colleagues, and, most importantly, successfully treated tens of thousands of patients using healthy foods.

You’ll learn about how to eat to thrive, not just survive, including a focus on raw foods, healthy fats, vegetable juicing, and paying attention to wholesome food quality.

Peak Fitness Program: I recently coined the term “peak fitness” to represent a comprehensive exercise program that includes far more than merely cardio training. It can improve your health in ways you cannot get from typical methods of exercise, including greater weight loss from less exercise time.

While this program still includes some conventional aerobic and core-strengthening exercises, strength training, and stretching, the major change is that twice a week you do ‘peak 8 exercises,’ which raise your heart rate up to your anaerobic threshold for 20 to 30 seconds, followed by a 90-second recovery period.

These peak fitness exercises have the benefit of really boosting your fat metabolism, which may be what’s missing from many people’s routines. But in addition, and perhaps even more importantly, they engage your super-fast muscle fibers, which can increase your production of growth hormone.

Human growth hormone (HGH) strongly influences your biological aging process. The higher your levels of growth hormone, the healthier and stronger you’re going to be. And the longer you can keep your body producing higher levels of HGH, the longer you will likely experience robust health and strength.

Taking the initiative to make healthy changes in your life is perhaps the most important way to use your time and energy, and this is what Jack LaLanne tried to instill up until his very last days. Fortunately, you can still take self-responsibility, educate yourself, and make better, healthier choices so that you can benefit from this message now and for many years to come.

Mercola.com

Dowsers’ Meeting on 2/12/11 Notes from Mollieo

AMAG Dayana 021211 notes
Mollieo Notes from a talk I heard at the Dowsers’ Meeting on 2/12/11

The speaker, , channeled a group energy who calls itself, AMAG. The group consists of some who have experienced being in a human body on Earth, some who have alien bodies and some who have never been in a human body .
Dayana started working with a group of 12 thirty years ago. Over time the group has grown
AMAG gave a talk through Dayana and answered questions from the audience. Some interesting points made were:

There isn’t such a thing as “present” time.
She is presently working with them on a deck of cards which, so far, will represent 28 dimensions.
You are here on purpose and whatever you are doing is your purpose. You are multidimensional.

AMAG made an interesting comparison between a human’s reactions to their own body and what
the Earth is experiencing. For example , the water in your body presents the water on Earth – do
you keep yourself hydrated? Do you keep the water in your body pure? You are effecting water on the planet. When you stretch realize that the Earth is now stretching (may cause earthquakes, etc)
Emphasis on being Oneness with everything. Think of your fingers as your fault lines. Be loving to your
body. We are here to interact with the planet.

If you are experiencing confusion it is because you are lying to yourself. Ask yourself, What is the lie
I am accepting that is not the truth? Be clear – don’t accept lies as your truth (media, world news,
others’ opinions, etc.) Acknowledge that certain information is not true, then you will not be confused. Acknowledge improvements you notice. The more you feel negative feelings the more you are
contributing to war.

Bless all people regardless of their behavior. Let them do what they are doing until they are full
and complete with the energy. They will not stop until they master it.

Who can you trust? You have to turn within and the truth in you will tell you what to do. If the voice
within you tells you to take action, do it but don’t judge others for what they do.

What is required for you to raise your vibration? Are you already there? Picture something in your mind
(your house, dog ). Look at it in 3D. What does it look like? Now look at it in 4D, what does it look like?
All dimensions are available to you. Say: “I am coming now from to the fifth dimension, what do I feel, see,
experience in 5D?

Watch your vocabulary – words such as “chakra” , “dimensions” are old vocabulary. You are here and
not here at the same time. Be willing to be unsure – to welcome trust within you.

The practitioner is just an observer of the client.

Doubt is a nice way to say “NO”.

Think of yourself as an artist – What do you want to create? What does your muse want to do?

When you are generous the world will become more generous.

“Disharmony” equals an opportunity.

The feeling of that there is not enough – the fear of lack. If you feel you lack what it takes it will not
manifest. There is more than enough on the planet for everyone. Don’t spread fear and confusion.

With maturity comes thoughtfulness and responsibility.

Illusion of Physicality – Instead say “I AM SOUL being _______ (your name).”

Put your hand out in front of you (either hand). Spread your fingers. Focus at the base of the center of the palm. This is the “you” who is asking the questions. Look at your five fingers as aspect of yourself.
Ask “Who am I being now?” and see what each finger can tell you. Interview them.

http://www.dayanajon.com/dayanajon.com/Home.html

Sally’s additions
AMAG asked about our pattern of precluding our light from shining at ‘full power’. Encouraged us to TURN UP OUR LIGHT.

PURPOSE: What am I here to do? We are doing our purpose.
CONFUSION: results from when we lie to ourself(s) and believe it is TRUTH; or when others lie to us and we accept it as truth. What is the lie that I’m accepting?

Look at the events occurring – in my life/family/community/world – and observe WHAT IS IMPROVING? WHAT IS MOVING TOWARD ACHIEVING MY GOALS? WHAT AM I CREATING? THIS IS/IS NOT MY DESIRE. QUIT FEEDING WEED SEEDS; RATHER STATE MY PREFERENCE(S).

Maximizing Oppositions bring them closer together -toward Unity.

RESPECT OTHERS [ASPECTS OF MYSELF/ONENESS] RIGHT TO CHOOSE WHAT THEY CHOOSE.

WE ARE IN A SIMULTANEOUS MULTI-DIMENSIONAL INCARNATION; IF WE WANT TO SEE FROM ANOTHER DIMENSION, JUST DO IT. HOW DOES IT LOOK? FEEL? SMELL? ETC.

MY/OUR/YOUR PROGRESS IS MULTIDIMENSIONAL AND OMNIDIMENSIONAL.

UNCERTAINTY = FREEDOM

ONLY 1 CONSCIOUSNESS; SUB & SUPER ARE ‘CONSTRUCTS’

MANIFESTING IS AN ART! MUSE IS THE SOURCE OF GUIDANCE; IE: MUSE GUIDES THE CHISEL/HAMMER IN SCULPTING AS DOES MUSE GUIDE PAINTBRUSH. MUSE WILL PREVAIL.
THERE’S MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM! PROSPERITY AND ABUNDANCE VS LACK

ILLNESS IS DISHARMONY; ALSO OPPORTUNITY FOR ADJUSTMENT
FEAR IS THE ‘TERROR OF LACK’ GREED IS RESPONSIBLE FOR WORLD SITUATION; CAN BE CORRECTED WITH GENEROSITY!

INSTEAD OF BEING CONCERNED ABOUT 2012, START PREPARING FOR 2013 – OPENINGS

DILUTE THE DELUSION OF ILLUSION ‘NOT QUITE REAL’
REALITY IS THE ILLUSION OF PHYSICALITY

RESPONSE ABOUT BEING IN THE PRESENT MOMENT: THERE IS NO PRESENT – ONLY MEMORIES OF PAST OR DESIRES/GOALS OF FUTURE. (PORTAL TO NEXT MOMENT)

You are not making your life happen.
You are living Life that is happening through you.
You are responsible for how you respond to Life moving through you just as you are moving through Life.”
~ AMAG

“A new world is not coming to you,
nor are you coming into a new world.
You are creating a new world through yourselves:
through your imagination, your behavior,
your thoughts, and your feelings.”
~ AMAG

What if all ETs are really TBs and/or IDBs of Earth terrestrial origin? Is it all True Series #172


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There is a mega question, which I believe will occupy the debate among UFO researchers for many years to come. The basic tough question is are any of the beings that walk among us from distant planets or have they always been here? Now the word always is relative, so let’s say the last 250,000 years. Several other researchers and myself believe there is a reasonable chance that Mars had an active civilization of some interesting type, and when a major Mars Change happened about 250,000 years ago, some of the beings were able to escape to earth. I believe that follows close to the Richard Hoagland theory.

In Hank Worbetz’s new and I think amazing book “Reflections of a UFO Investigator,” he concurs that ETs have been here for a very long time. I personally believe much longer than us humans, the latecomers to the party. I will talk more in the future about Hank’s blockbuster book, as I plan to do a series of posts about the book.

Ok, some definitions. ETs are of course extra-terrestrial, meaning from “off earth” and many feel the word means very far off earth, as in across the universe. TBs are terrestrial beings, being of this earth, always been here, I guess like us humans. And finally IDBs are interdimensional beings, but still of terrestrial origin, although there may be a side debate here as to how far out this dimensional thing extends. Some would say the dimensions extend to infinity. But I will say a force holds these dimensions to the earth plane anchoring them, making the IDBs terrestrial in their own strange way.

Now in the Worbetz book, one of his themes is that the US Government has been promoting strangely the extra-terrestrial origin theory, why? Good question, I think the Government wants us to believe their origin is off planet. So they will not have to explain that they (TBs) are a part of our world, a part of us. They also forestall the question of why the citizens of the world have been kept in the dark since July 1947, when the government recovered bodies from the crash at Roswell and probably became aware of their terrestrial origins. And according to Worbetz, their ship was made of all terrestrial earth materials.

The government really gets upset with anyone stating what I just stated. This Terrestrial Story can make them harass you out of the UFO business. And truly I don’t fully understand why, since just the truth about the existence of ETs, or IDBs – whatever you call them – would be enough to turn the world upside down. And as I have said in other postings with these powerful social networks and groups like WikiLeaks riding on the Internet, the lid is coming off the UFO conspiracy.

Sleep Tight – Life and change are moving at quantum speed- and quantum is making the change.

MWiz

Immense Solar Flare to Cause Northern Lights Show, Interference with Communications

Immense Solar Flare to Cause Northern Lights Show, Interference with Communications
Feb 17, 2011; 1:38 AM ET

From Mark Paquette– Accuweather.com
The sun has been and continues to be extremely active, unleashing solar flares from a sunspot region that was barely visible last week. The sunspot has grown in size to more than 62,000 miles across, a width nearly eight times the width of our Earth.
A video about the solar flare from AccuWeather.com Meteorologist Mary Yoon can be seen by clicking here.
The first flare was categorized by the NOAA Space Weather Prediction Center in Colorado as a Class M6.6. Then on Monday, a more intense X2.2 occurred. This was the strongest flare reported in four years. These flares will ramp up the displays of northern lights for sky-watchers living in northern latitudes and lucky enough to have clear skies. Click here for a description of the classes of solar flares.
The M6.6 is described as “moderate” in intensity, and the X2.2 is described as a “major” event. The X2.2 is already causing disruptions to satellites and communications systems. NOAA’s prediction center has forecast the possibility of additional solar flares from the same sunspot region over the next two or three days.
AccuWeather Astronomy Fanpage (please join by clicking here) follower Mark Combellack said…
“(This is the) latest blurb from the space weather folks at NOAA… ‘This is the calm before the storm. Three CMEs (coronal mass ejections) are en route (and) all (will be) a part of the Radio Blackout events. The last of the three seems to be the fastest and may catch both of the forerunners about mid to late day tomorrow, February 17. Watch this space for updates on… the impending — G2, possibly periods of G3 — geomagnetic storming’.”
“So they seem to be thinking that there could be some strong geomagnetic storming coming up, so Aurora Fans keep your eyes on the skies. I will post here when and if things start getting interesting.”
This is from the National Weather Service office in Fairbanks, Alaska:
THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE SPACE WEATHER PREDICTION CENTER IN BOULDER COLORADO ANNOUNCED A HIGH PROBABILITY OF A SIGNIFICANT GEOMAGNETIC STORM OCCURRING THURSDAY FEBRUARY 17 THROUGH SUNDAY, FEBRUARY 20.
GEOMAGNETIC STORMS USUALLY LAST 24 TO 48 HOURS… BUT SOME MAY LAST FOR MANY DAYS. GROUND TO AIR… SHIP TO SHORE… SHORTWAVE BROADCAST… AND AMATEUR RADIO ARE VULNERABLE TO DISRUPTION DURING GEOMAGNETIC STORMS. NAVIGATION SYSTEMS LIKE GPS CAN ALSO BE ADVERSELY AFFECTED. IMPACTS IN ALASKA COULD BE MODERATE WITH THIS EVENT.
An image obtained Feb. 16, 2011 from NASA, shows a pair of active regions on the sun put on quite a show over a three-day period (Feb. 7-10, 2011) as seen in extreme ultraviolet light from the Solar Dynamic Observatory (SDO) spacecraft.

As mentioned above, with major flares there is the possibility of problems with radio communications after the eruption. The China Meteorological Administration is already reporting jammed shortwave radio communications. On March 10, 1989, a coronal mass ejection erupted from the sun and reached the Earth’s surface. The currents from this event entered some power grids and caused a power overload in Quebec, triggering a power outage for millions of Canadians that lasted for hours.
The United States is extremely vulnerable to coronal mass ejections for two reasons: (1) The high power grids that we use to transmit power would attract currents caused by coronal mass ejections and would ruin transformers. (2) We depend on power for things like sewage treatment, running water and many other life-supporting infrastructures. The loss of power for days or weeks could cause major problems for many Americans.
Parts of the northern United States and Britain may see the Northern lights Thursday night. According to the NY Daily News, “…for the United States, the most likely outcome from this latest space storm could be a colorful night sky over New England and even parts of New York State.”
Hopefully this solar event does not cause any major problems but it is definitely something to watch.
For the United States, New England and even parts of New York State look to have the best chance for a northern lights show. However, NOAA downplayed the chances of a display somewhat this morning. Only time will tell I guess!

The Ahau Chronicles Volume 21– Jim Turner

This newsletter details some direct evidence regarding the tomb of Chan Bahlum and its location beneath the island monument. The evidence comes from the hieroglyphic inscriptions of Chan Bahlum and his successor, Kan Xul, and includes both well-known and obscure inscriptions from the Palenque area. My argument is based on interpretations brought forward by some of the leading scholars in the field and weaves together an elegant and impressive link between the remains at Palenque and the distant island monument. I have come to expect nothing less from this sophisticated ancient monarch.
Enjoy! Happy Ahau Day!
Jim Click on Blue Below
The Ahau Chronicles Volume 21

Mayoral race swells to 16 with entry of Jeff Peckman. – The Denver Post

Go – Jeff —

The field in Denver’s mayoral race grew to 16 with an announcement Friday from Jeff Peckman that he would enter the race.
Peckman was the man behind the ballot initiative last year that would have required the city to create the world’s first government-sanctioned extraterrestrial-affairs commission. In 2003, he championed the “Safety Through Peace” initiative, which proposed Denver adopt peacefulness programs to lower “society-wide stress.”

Denver Post

A Bump in the Night – From Diane Camillo Experiences

Woke up at 2 to a very loud boom, like a those sonic boom sounds or a gas explosion sound. Went walking around the house to ck to make sure I did not have a pipe break or the heater or such. Felt a very strange energy, I usually do not find that the apparitions or energies in my home bother me but this time it felt a little “creepy”. Chloe starts barking at the front door, I look out the kitchen window to see if someone there and nothing, but I felt something, I look at the door and a very long tall image, similar to the image that appeared the 7th of January is now inside my front door. The image by the cabinet was about 36 inches this guy is about floor to ceiling, I feel nervous. I run to get my camera, and I come back, I am still facing this, he is not moving, I try shooting photo’s and have a feeling that while I am facing him someone is behind me. The hair behind my neck is standing straight up and Chloe is in a very passive stance almost cowering. as I turn with my camera ready to shoot what is behind me I catch this ugly strange image in the camera, I take the picture but all that comes out is a red colored blob — no definition. I take several more picture and I feel as if there is a lot of movement in my house, like maybe 3 or 4 others. I open the patio door to see if I see anything-apparition wise, nothing, I came back in, all the beings are gone. I get the camera download the pictures and they are way off, I would send but you would not be able to tell what the pictures are at all. too much in person explanation needed. the energy from the other “being was very RED”.

I actually would say this has been my least favorite encounter, I hope they do not come back. I did not like how I felt. My other encounters felt kind of exciting and interesting, I really feel uneasy about this one.

I welcome feedback!

Newsletter from Generessa Rose, February 14, 2011 Love NOW. . .

Dear Friends,

From my personal experience into many levels and realms of existence,
I know that Love is at the heart of all that is. Love is the spark
that ignites the manifestation of all Creation. Love is seeded into
the core of your very being, always available to nourish your human
self and remind you of The Divine within and beyond.

In the USA, February 14 is a day to remind ourselves to rekindle,
celebrate and express love, so I thought you might like to contemplate
an excerpt of a poem by Gerry Comstock from the Daily Word . . .

Justice is love holding the balance.
Mercy is love being gracious.
Faith is love believing.
Charity is love giving.
Patience is love waiting.
Endurance is love abiding.
Hope is love expecting.
Prayer is love communing.
Sympathy is love tenderly touching.
Comfort is love soothing.
Sympathy is love tenderly touching.
Comfort is love soothing.
Enthusiasm is love burning.
Work is love laboring.
Peace is love resting.
Understanding is love accepting.
Listening is love receiving.
Forgiving is love cleansing.
Teaching is love reaching.
Giving is love circulating.
Receiving is love blessing.

Feeling love and not expressing it is like wrapping a wonderful
present but not giving it. Wherever you are on the planet, let your
love be a circle of blessings as you give it and receive it.

I love you . . .

Generessa Rose
www.DiscoverTheDivine.com
www.YourCosmicShaman.com

PS As always, I am available for personal sessions and readings
worldwide at:
http://www.DiscoverTheDivine.com/generessa_rose_services.html

Copyright 2011 Generessa Rose. All rights reserved. You have
permission to copy and redistribute this article on the condition that
the content remains complete, full credit is given to the author and
that it is distributed without charge. Thank you.

Waking Up In New Mexico- Is it all True Series #171

Recently — this quite remarkable- courageous woman related this amazing story to me — Her name is Esperanza. This type of story seems to be on the increase in recent months around the Southwestern part of the country. If you know of a similar story please forward to the comment section – no real names please.

Over the last 8 days I have sustained several visitations from ETs or inter-dimensional beings. I don’t know what species or which kind. I can hardly believe it, myself. I will say it happened over several nights because I remembered after the central event on the second night that a prior visit had taken place the evening before, and I knew another one would come, too. Here’s my story.

That first night I awoke at 3:33am. I remember because I looked at the clock. I felt strange as if something had made me wake up but I neither heard, saw nor felt anyone in the house. Consequently, I went to the bathroom and returned to bed. The next night I was awakened by something again. For some reason, this time my heart was in my throat. I raised my head to look at the clock on my husband’s side of the bed, lowered it and listened. It was 2:22am. As I lay there on my side I stared at the curtained door of our bedroom, which leads to the backyard. I noticed what looked like a ring of energy shadowed against them: a huge jagged circle the height of the door itself that spread out about six feet. I rubbed my eyes. I thought it must be a result of my eye having been plunged into the pillow, but the ring remained. So, I turned onto my back and listened. That was when I heard a strange series of very quiet sounds coming from the dining room. “OMG! Someone is in the house.” I looked out into the hall, careful not to move a muscle, I saw a tall shadow thrown onto the hallway wall. I was freaked. “Jesus! I have to wake John!” In the second the thought passed through my mind I saw them round the corner and step through the door.

A tall humanoid woman who had auburn hair led them. It was pulled back from her face. A much shorter man followed her. All wore lab-type jackets. Some white in color, others light blue. There were six of them. They surrounded our bed. Two stationed themselves at the foot and two on either side. My husband, still asleep, began to lightly snore. I tried to hold my eyes open, but I could feel my control slipping away. It was like being engulfed in a slow fog. If you’d ever been sedated for an operation the feeling was similar. Although they appeared to be humanoid I strongly believe what I saw was a projected image. The people fit the description of characters from a book I’d read recently AND because of what happened next. The humanoids disappeared and I was faced with insect-like beings. I think now that they may have had difficulty holding the image of the humanoids as they set about working. Perhaps, they didn’t expect me to be awake when they arrived or maybe to have the mental strength to fight the control? I don’t know. It’s all speculation. But it was only when they began to work on me that the projected image fell away and I saw what they really were.

They held my mind and body in their control, but I could still see them. One literally got on top of me and put its head very, very close to mine. No one has ever been so close to my face without touching me. It moved its head in all directions around mine, tilting and turning it, as if peering into my brain from multiple directions. At such a close range I could see details. They were brown in color, had 4 very, very thin limbs/arms (the ones I could make out), with a bumpy, textured skin. They had a praying-mantis-like head with huge eyes of a darker brown and a tiny pointed chin. Imagine a praying mantis’ face. That’s what I saw. Once they positioned themselves and began turning their heads about, they also began to emit a deafening sound. It was high pitched like that of an insect. I believe they were communicating with each other. But it was more. I felt that the sound was ‘tuning’ me, somehow. That sounds crazy, but it’s the best explanation I can give for the experience.

When the sound started and the level rose, I don’t remember anything more. The next thing I knew I being awakened by my husband who was holding on to my arm saying rather loudly, “I am awake, honey!” Apparently, I was yelling out loud for him to wake up! I’d been screaming in my mind the entire time they were in the room. I was yelling to him to WAKE UP! WAKE UP!, but he didn’t. Of course, I was beside myself, tears rolled down my face as I jumped up and flipped on the light, blinding him. I yelled, “They were here! I saw them. They were here!” I proceeded to tell him what had happened. He believed me. He knows me. He knew I was not dreaming. Besides, he’s more that meets the eye, himself.

When he felt comfortable that I’d calmed down enough, he turned on the TV. He said it would orient me. He clearly saw I was not myself and not at all normal. That morning, the early, early news was playing old clips of Kennedy. They were talking about how it had been 50 years this month since he was inaugurated. I said ’50 years’ over and over to myself trying to grasp the concept. I realized then that I had absolutely no idea what month or year it was. I sat there in bed trying to remember what 50 years meant. By this time, my husband was falling back asleep. I woke him up again and asked what month it was. He told me. I tried to find a year in my head, any year. I couldn’t. I asked him what year it was. He told me that, too. Even knowing didn’t seem to make a difference. I simply couldn’t remember time. I felt I was in a bubble. This bubble lasted the entire day. No one could touch me. I felt I was looking out of a capsule into another reality–someone else’s world, not mine.

After a day of adjusting and putting it all together, I knew that evening they’d return at 1:11am. It seemed to follow that they were scheduling something or me: 3:33am; 2:22am, 1:11am. I knew now that on the evening before when I had awakened at 3:33am they had been there. The time was a marker of some sort. That evening, I stayed awake or, at least, I thought I did. At 1:11a I found myself waking from a dream about my old dog. He died years before. We loved him and never got another dog. I saw him walking in a park like atmosphere at the end of our bed. He walked over to me and I put my hands on either side of his face holding his little head in my hands, smiling. I told my husband, “Look it’s Dabby!” But his head was way too large to hold it properly and his eyes were deeply intelligent looking into mine–too intelligent to be my dog! Dabby was a sweet animal but not bright. I realized when I woke up that it had not been my dog. It was one of them. This time they’d been ready for me. They had given me a nicer screen image, which they’d plucked, from my brain. I figured, after scaring the pants off me the night before, they either decided to handle it differently or perhaps had tuned me so they could easily handle me. Again, it’s all speculation.

Now that I’ve had a few days to analyze these experiences, remember details and the feelings that accompanied them, I believe these beings could have been a type of bio-bot. I feel their purpose was to scan the human mind, adjust the subject and report back. Although I could be wrong, I do not believe they have the spark of spirit in the way we understand it, but were rather prepared by highly advanced and sentient beings for a specific job. Something in me says I am not wrong. These things were part of a much greater mind. I could feel that behind them was something more intelligent and knowing than they.

Since those first 3 nights, they’ve returned again with neither my husband nor me knowing. This last time, however, there was physical evidence. My husband had laid his cell phone by the bedside. I’d fully charged the phone for him that afternoon. In the wee hours of the morning it began beeping loudly before it went completely dead. Of course, it woke up us both. I said, “Honey I just charge that phone. The battery must be dying. I’ll get a new one tomorrow.” The next morning I checked the battery. It had no juice left at all. Suddenly, I thought, I’ll charge it and see if the battery is really bad. It held a charge without problem and in the last 2 days has operated just fine. I’ve heard that batteries are drained during contact experiences.

Frankly, after the 2:22am visit, I was shell-shocked. However, several conclusions came from the event. When I felt their presence, before I actually saw them round corner into our bedroom, I also had a remembrance. They’d been here before. They’d visited me in my childhood. This, too, was a revelation–one that was difficult to digest in the light of day, but I’m doing ok with it now.

The inevitable questions continue. Why me? What did they want? Did they visit other members of my family? Is that why I feel different than other people? Is it why I’ve never belonged anywhere with anyone until I met my husband a decade ago? Is that why I feel my heart breaking at times and I even say out loud, “I want to go home, now.”? And, given the world situation, 2012 and everything we hear about prophesy–Why now? As you can image, there are more questions than answers.

I also felt that they left me with a post-hypnotic suggestion not to speak about the experience of seeing them. I literally couldn’t tell anyone for several days afterward. I just couldn’t. I tried. If my husband had not been in bed that night, he’d not know. My silence was broken finally several days afterward. I asked a friend to lunch. We talked about work and the inevitable annoyances that accompany it. When she asked me how things were at my house. I paused, looked at her and said, I can’t believe what I’m about to say … Telling her the story seemed to break the ‘enchantment’. Now, I can share it with you.

I was never that interested in UFOs or the phenomenon. Because of the events surrounding my life and family, I grew up with the idea that there was life on other planets and that, of course, other species would be a natural extension of that. But I can also say that I always wanted confirmation. I’m feeling a lot like that song: “…And every morning I wake up and worry, what’s gonn’a happen today?”

I know they will be back. My husband appears to be involved now too. OR, maybe he’s the reason? Will we ever know? I’ll keep you posted from our home in New Mexico.

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