Truthfully I don’t know where I left off from this forum and I have not looked back at my postings to see where that might have been or how far into my history I had ventured. Since I prefer not to do this I will begin with a new and fresh look at what I have learned about my life as a generational experiencer, a bloodline, and daughter to a secretive organization.
I do not come here to harm, hurt, or destroy anyone who is within or close to my life. I do not
come here to bring a shadow of doubt upon anyone who has had their own experiences, whether they consider them positive or negative. That is not up to me to decide. I can only express the nature of my life and what I have come to learn from it. I don’t expect anyone to believe or disbelieve what I have to say. Just sit back and enjoy this time.
My last posting was some time ago, under the name of Liz, which is a shortened version of my real name, Mary Elizabeth. When I initially wrote in this forum I thought it would be best for me to write in a way where I could stay anonymous to the things that were happening around me. I would find out that this is not the case. I had only done a few entries when I when I stopped
writing abruptly due to what I considered to be serious threats; to those I love, through repetitive dreams. Since I tend to not have repetitive dreams I take them seriously. So with that thought I stopped making any reference to anything to do with my experiences, my life, and my family connections. And this is where I am at today.
Even last week I wrote an initial draft, which I had sent in, and negative things began to happen around my life. I really don’t understand why, because I am not out to harm anyone. I just want to share what it like to be born within a weird set of circumstances that covers a vast area of thought, which includes, but is not limited to: out of this world beings, dimensional existences, and yet a quirky connection to the reality we call Earth.
“Who are the ones that are causing such problems for me?†I don’t believe it is one person, organizational group, or force. It is a combination of many who have their own agendas whether they sit in the physical or spiritual realm; they are all like minded and work together yet separate in this matrix we live in.
What I know or don’t know is the problem for not only me, but apparently for some of them or I would not be running into the problems that I have over my lifetime; especially when I talk; like here today. You might thinking to yourself, “We all have problems now and again,†but before you judge me, listen to my story. See what I have gone through and then make an informed decision. This doesn’t mean that you have to believe me; because if I had not gone through it myself I would have not believed it either.
We need to open our minds to the possibilities…more next week.
Mary